Day 40

Meal #1 11:45am
eggs
vegetables
bacon
orange juice



Snack #1 12:15pm
almnana sandwiches with shredded coconut



Meal #2 12:45pm
leftover cod and vegetables



Comments:
I was still hungry, so I decided to have some more food, although this really shouldn't/doesn't constitute as a meal.

Snack #2 1:30pm
dozen or so steamed carrots
half dozen steamed Brussels sprouts
10-12 Go Raw chocolate and spirulina cookies

*no picture taken*

Comments:
I ate the vegetables to get a little more substance in before going to the Y. It was a mistake though because I didn't have any protein or fat with them and it only served to make me more hungry.

I brought the cookies with me to the Y as a snack for the kids, and I managed to eat them myself in the car ride over. It was this weird habit I found myself slipping back into. I wasn't even paying attention.

Meal #3 4:30pm
tuna salad
pepper slices



Comments:
I just got back from swimming at the Y and want to go for a walk. I should have eaten another meal sooner. I'm disappointed with today's eating. I need to get back on better track.

Meal #4 7:15pm
4 leftover lamb logs with vegetables
Crunchy Curls with raspberry salsa



Comments:
This is where my bad eating habits just get worse. After I finished the food on my plate, for unknown reasons, I got up and got the lentil chips and ate them out of the bag. Seriously?? Who is this person! I don't eat things out of a bag. I didn't even take a picture of them. I'm beyond aggravated with myself. It's one thing to snack, but a whole other thing to blatantly go against what you're trying to achieve.

It really had nothing to do with the fact that I ate the food. It was just the way I went about it. Being Paleo means more to me than cheating. I can eat ice cream or a donut or whatever and I don't count it as cheating. At all. Yet this—falling back into old behaviors—is unacceptable. I'm so much better than that. I mean more to myself than that. There's no reason to sabotage the good thing I have going.

Ice cream 9:15pm


Comments:
Will the madness end? Probably not. I'm just so insatiable tonight.


Meal #5 10:45pm
cod in white wine sauce
sliced peppers



Comments:
I bought some cod at the store the other day super on sale. If I didn't make it tonight though, it would have been bad by morning.

EotD Comments:
I'm really disappointed with today. I need to stop disappointing myself over the weekend. Tomorrow will be better.